MY NIGHT WITH 5 MEN

"Close your eyes, make a wish.." he said..

My nights with them were almost like a dream, almost like an illusion. Those nights, what nights.. every moment, every episode was just as good as the other. Climbing Walls, i realised how much i missed them. they said, "life is just like a chain reaction.. taking you on day by day"..with that they made me feel so special, like a Poster Girl.. oh, i felt so beautiful.. more than a Beautiful Woman.

nothing could come between us when i danced to a slow ballad with Kevin.. then with Nick..AJ..Howie and Brian..nothing could stop us. not even the Forces of Nature. i couldn't help the way i was feeling. There was nothing i could do.

My favourite was definitely the 5th.. steady & calm.. so heartfelt. Incomplete i definitely was not that night.

on the 6th, we dedicated it to the Unloved, to the bridesmaid,never the bride; to the gypsies who left their hearts behind..

In the dark they played with my thoughts and feeling, they were Never Gone after all.. still beautiful with their own ways and somewat melancholic.. not losing their Spanish touch, the boys told me what Love Is.. and how they were, Over Her..

We relaxed and they kept making me feel at ease.. i didn't feel alone anymore.. my men.. my boys.. The Backstreet Boys

*gAy*

It was a good word once,
A little sparkler,
simple, innocent even;
like a hedgegrow flower...

A good word once,
and i'm disconsolate
And angered by this
simple syllable's fate:

A small innocence gone,
a little fall;
I grieve the loss..
I'm not gay at all

~the protest Poem~

NiCe~

Nice~ the cc's empty.. and the dratted super Bollywood guy isn't here today, or he'll be blasting his hindi songs the whole time...

not nice~NO harry potter... decided not to go after a "rumour" bout preselected pple getting those limited free books.. anyways.. too early. can't do anything IF we didn't get the books in the end. wat to do at 7 am in KLCC??

.. despite newspapers and comments saying wat a let down it is this time... me still going to buy it.. gotta read for urself to find out, i say. RM99 ++.. DaRn~ till the paperback's out first la. =S

Nice~last night dinner wif David, vonne, Jw and vek.. nice.. haven't hang out wif the ol pals for so long. David just came back from Melb after 2 yrs(tht long ar, haven't seen u??!) and he still looks the same.. still cute.. still DavidLaw =)
not nice~too bad got work the nxt day.. would've loved to hang out till the break of dawn wif u guys...

nxt sat, another reunion.. AhKwan!! yeah~ NICE NICE NICE

nice to have something nice to look forward to..

Nice~ NIce~

finally... yes, i'm still alive

work.. work.. work... yadayadyayada. my life is getting more mundane by the minute.

thnx to u 2-vic, claire, last weekend was a blast. a real good change to my boring boring days.. i sound like the robot in Hitchikers Guide to the Galaxy don't i? Hahaha... wat was his name again, Vickie? Martin? Marvin??.. yeah i think it was Marvin.. anyways, back to my moaning..

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moaning.. moaning? speaking of Moaning.. Moaning Myrtle! tmrw, Harry Potter's 6th will be out. Vic and i have a superb, crazy mission. queue at Kinokuniya at 6 am to get free copies.... (hope i get to wake up) LOL... anything for a free book.. and it's THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE we're talking about here Kayz... will update bout the rendezvous nxt week.

in the mean time... i don't really have much to say, really. cos i don't plan to blab bout my job. updating bout the Legal firm can be a lil dry to the uninterested... besides, all i did so far was just file and type Documents for the BigBoss to amend and recheck and file up for any upcoming hearing.. Fun, no doubt.But to tell the truth, i do feel kinda proud whenever a set of Document is ready to be filed in court. sorta like an accomplishment.. like giving birth to a newborn, and watching it grow... (wat an analogy...) HA!

oh, just a side note: Government employees can be the laziest bum around. they seem to be on long Breaks every 2 hours a day!i'll be put on hold for so long. there was once, i just couldn't stand it- just put down the phone while on hold. TOO bad! and seriously, why do they have to sound sooo sleepy whenever they answer calls? gee...

Dad tried to hear how i sound like while answering office calls this morning.. Hee~Hee (.. so sweet)... yes, i noe u wanted to noe why the internet connection at home's faulty, but couldn't u wait till i finished work, pa? haha.. gotcha! (^_^ still luv u, Papa)

till tmrw comes.. going back to my empty apartment (actually, Xuan's home.. but no difference).. dinner and sleep..
~toodles, friends