December already.. end of the year already.. 4 months of college already... christmas displays prettily decorate shop windows already.. trials around the bend already.. oh, time please slow down, already!

like a lighted lamp.. i feel so.. drained. Burning wif intensity, but yet slowly dying... very much aware that in no time, when the fuel runs out, i'm a goner.

Time is of the essence!

"if only time could just be in a stand still", we whine.. "if only there's more than 24 hours to a day!", i yell..

but then again..

wat if tht lamp gets filled.. i guess i won't have to worry about being drained. no worries on fading or losing out.. yeah.. i'll fill my lamp. i'll optimise my time.. be resourceful out of life and keep the "fire" going..

wait a minute.. Wat am i saying?! i'm the lamp.. Somebody has to fill ME up.. somebody has to keep me going.. i can't go on all alone..wat?? wat does this mean? i'm so confused..

i think i'll just crawl to bed wif my Practical Guide of Evidence.. maybe Michael Allen'll comfort me.. maybe.. *crap*